And God continues to work in me, giving me the desire and the power to do what pleases Him. He creates in me a pure heart, and renews a steadfast spirit within me.

That's what I keep telling myself. It's not that I don't believe it, because I KNOW that's what is happening. Sometimes, though, I wonder when will it be my time? My time to shine? You'll probably laugh when you hear where my feelings started today--realizing I don't have enough money to buy cloths off of a CLEARANCE rack. Yeah, that's me. God, when am I going to be able to buy my own clothes, and not wear the same ones FOREVER? I'm talking about, buy. my. own. clothes., and not depend on Patrick's money?

I have the Tuesday blahs.