Just a quick update.

Lately, I've been praying for God to show me who I am. Of course, I know who I am...I'm Annabel, I go to Wesleyan, I'm the second daughter of 4, I have a boyfriend named Patrick and he's the bomb. That's cool, that's the Annabel you see in the store, or the Annabel you see in class, but what I want to know is who Annabel is according to Christ. Who am I deep down? Since I've been in school, in tiny moments, God has shown me a peek--a quick glance at who I can be, and who I am. I've noticed a fine line, and it isn't pretty. It doesn't take much to "switch tables", as my pastor would say. I've gotten caught up in the world, acting and being the Annabel who is just like everyone else. However, I'm deeper than that, I'm smarter than that. I prefer to eat at the table with Christ, rather than the one that's full.

And school is back in! Actually, we've been going strong for about three weeks now. I think. So far, so good! Though I've been extremely busy--busier than I've been the past two years, I've really had a good time. I almost feel as if it's Freshman year all over again. In the past 3 weeks, I've had to learn some things about myself. I've had to learn about as much as the first 3 weeks of being a freshman. Oh, yeah...growing pains always suck, but atleast I'm growing!

In fact, today is one of those days. I'm here by myself. Roomates are gone, Patrick's out of town, my parent's are out of town. I feel extremely lonely. I've even had a crying session, just all by myself. Even now, if I think about it too much, I still get a little misty eyes. I'm such a baby. I just don't like the feeling of being alone. Ever. I don't think I ever could live by myself. I truly believes that's one of the MANY reasons God placed Patrick in my life. With him, I'll always have someone. Awwww! Mushy gushy!

Anyway, I don't want to update too much, I don't feel like. I need to go REEEEEAD!