Outside my window...there's a cloudy sky, that was supposed to somewhat blue. I have lost faith in the weatherman.

I am thinking...that I have a lot of work to get done, but I don't want to do any of it.

I am thankful for...everything that I've undeservingly been given.


From the kitchen...peanut butter and jelly sandwich today, kids.

I am wearing...my favorite pair of jeans, green shirt, and a grey hoodie because it's freezing in my apartment!

I am creating...my resume.

I am going...to fix my hair and put on makeup at some point.

I am reading...The Tenant of Wildfell, As Lay Dying, and I'll be starting Lolita in a few days.

I am hoping...to be accepted to SLI, make an almost 4.0 GPA this semester.

I am hearing...Keller Williams and his stereophonic goodness.

Around the house...Autumn is singing, CNN background noise, the hum of the refigerator.

One of my favorite things...snuggling with Pat on a day like this.

A few plans for the rest of the week...Twelfth Night tonight, church tomorrow, homework all week.

A picture to share...



That was a good night.

And God continues to work in me, giving me the desire and the power to do what pleases Him. He creates in me a pure heart, and renews a steadfast spirit within me.

That's what I keep telling myself. It's not that I don't believe it, because I KNOW that's what is happening. Sometimes, though, I wonder when will it be my time? My time to shine? You'll probably laugh when you hear where my feelings started today--realizing I don't have enough money to buy cloths off of a CLEARANCE rack. Yeah, that's me. God, when am I going to be able to buy my own clothes, and not wear the same ones FOREVER? I'm talking about, buy. my. own. clothes., and not depend on Patrick's money?

I have the Tuesday blahs.